Morning Report
A wall of paper fortunes and threads,
a letter shredded, made into tea,
the dream of order slipped
into every cup in my cupboard.
I’m as happy as I’ve ever been.
[LSS, 10/27/25, 10:27 a.m.]
A Northwest to Southeast writing collaboration between Laura Stangel Schmidt on Whidbey Island, WA and Robert Kostuck in Clearwater, FL.
Infrathin part 2 (a dialogue between day and dreams)
LSS
– The New México trip reminded me of the importance of being a part of an
artists’ group. We stayed at a ranch that was once an artists’ retreat. Huxley,
O’Keeffe, Lawrence. All stayed there from time to time. It made me thankful for
my local art groups and our writing project.
RK
– I just had a long dream about a multi-artist art opening in a huge gallery.
My old friend Tim was the star of the night - they were taking his work off the
walls after selling the items, and then putting up more of his work. I felt
myself illuminated by his star glow. It was a great show and a great crowd.
All
the artwork was meaningful and amazing.
Since
the stroke I have the most incredible and lengthy dreams
LSS
– Dreams are a gift. I look forward to falling asleep after reading at night. I
love dreaming.
I
never have nightmares.
RK
– I believe that
LSS
– Bizarre dreams, yes, lots of those.
RK
– I so wanted that gallery dream to be real
LSS
– How would you describe “meaningful?”
RK
– give me a few minutes on that one
The
work was both efficacious and socially relevant without being didactic.
LSS
– More social than personal in meaning?
RK
– It triggered viewers in a positive way
I
imagine all social relevance is tied to the personal
let
me amend that to 'politically/socially relevant'
LSS
– Timely. Current. In that direction?
RK
– yes
the
always evolving social zeitgeist
LSS
– Got it.
[RK 10/24/2025]
Infrathin part 1
“A
mystery interstellar object discovered last week is likely to be the oldest
comet ever seen – possibly predating our solar system by more than three
billion years, researchers say. The object was first spotted on 1 July 2025 by
the ATLAS survey telescope in Chile, when it was about 670 million km from the
Sun. The ‘water ice-rich’ visitor, named 3I/ATLAS, is only the third known
object from beyond our solar system ever spotted in our cosmic neighbourhood
and the first to reach us from a completely different region of our Milky Way
galaxy. It could be more than seven billion years old, according to University
of Oxford astronomer Matthew Hopkins.” – Newly
discovered interstellar object 'may be oldest comet ever seen' | The Royal
Astronomical Society [retrieved 10-24-2025]
you said I’ve been talking about death since we met
well death was here twice now
grabbing my ankles and shaking me upside down
in a hasty bid for spiritual loose change
one night the house became so quiet
that the shadows strived to escape
since then I have difficulty sleeping in darkness
I want to believe that after all my decades of
posturing and theorizing
the telescope finally swung in the correct direction
seeing things that were always there
but which I never looked for
nor knew existed
tumbling for billions of years
before threatening this thin fabric
[RK 10/24/2025]
Marginal Note
The glue spreaders are dying
and the eaves are drying
after their nightly cry.
Nothing sticks anymore.
The singularity of doing
something for the first time,
the myth, the superstition,
the melancholy.
We must imagine Sisyphus
happy, Camus tells us,
doing the same thing everyday
as if it were the first time.
[LSS, 12/3/24]
Couplet
When you wake up you will see
all of the houses are now trees.
[LSS, 12/3/24]
What The Falcon Knows
in
1992 you and your children watched the sparrowhawk
tear
apart a songbird, steaming guts in the snow
much
better than the make-believe violence of
Saturday
morning cartoons
thirty-four
years later I pause on the paved
bicycle
trail beneath miles of high-voltage wires
stretched between iron pylons parallel
to
splintered wood poles moving electricity
into
houses and mobile home parks
two
kestrels perch there, occasionally dropping down
for lizards and grasshoppers
fires
the intensity of patient waiting and
promises
of fulfilling meals
just
watching them makes me hungry
for
things I can no longer experience
the
first time
[RK,
11/28/24]
In Media Res
Not for beginners.
[LSS, 11/21/24]
In Media Res: Lullaby
When opening any one of my sketchbooks to any random page
you are likely to find a house floating above its foundation,
no lag bolts, no tethers, no long chains of thought holding it down.
The house you will find on any random page
will never be my first house, if I ever had a first house,
but always the house I am drawing right now.
[LSS, 11/21/24]
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