10/31/2020

In Due Season

 

humid subtropical autumn

sixty-one degrees Fahrenheit

 

yellow leaves make an effort

sky hieroglyphics leave me pensive

 

bulgur added to the soup pot

eating electricity I paid for

 

nothing adduced, asked for

paid for, forgotten, eventually

 

recalled by a V of geese

littered with possibilities

[RK, 10/31/2020]

Standard Time


Silent songbirds 

return

to the umbrage 

of cedars.

 

[LSS, 10/31/20] 

Palette


Georgia O’Keeffe, Maxfield Parrish, N.C. Wyeth

I’m stunned by the sea change of clouds

 

tempted to follow wind, birds, roads

less traveled, or with bumper-to-bumper

 

foolishness, appropriate within the social contract

a spread sheet helps keep track

 

while I tack into the wind

watch realists paint the sky

[RK, 10/31/2020]

 

 

What the Shark Sees


wise raven of stories

your capricious flight

delights the hammerhead shark

at the center of my heart

this is to say

true lovebirds feather a nest

come to rest before weather

predicated on past expectations

a single bird’s errant predictions

[RK, 10/31/2020]

10/30/2020

Antiquarian Bookstore

Here’s a fine, slim book

about neatness

next to a fine, slim book

about madness.

I suggest we read both

and meet here tomorrow

to lay open the corpses.


[LSS, 10/30/20]


10/29/2020

Flotsam

the wandering albatross

around my neck was hung

and bad luck dared me

 

to flip coins, ask, what is worse?

mosquitoes, fire ants, rattlesnakes

solitude, or strong convictions

 

shearing me away from

friendly games at kitchen tables

dice with limited possibilities

 

dotted tiles, fanciful cards

decked out for speechless

Sunday nights

[RK, 10/29/2020]

Tulipomania

She sneaks into 

the butler’s pantry

and breaks the bowl 

off every stem.


[LSS, 10/29/20]


This, For Example


The red vacuum, 

which you left

on the stairs,

in your hurry to be 

out the door.


[LSS, 10/29/20]


It’s Not That


going alone is farfetched—  

and surely might be 

fabulous—it’s just that 

he can’t bear to leave her 

here in this Dutch landscape, 

forever planting bulbs.


[LSS, 10/29/20]

10/28/2020

Ikebana (after The Levitator at the Cocktail Party)

 

the shopping list and laundry baskets

the stainless steel saucepan and lid

 

the identical tiny spice jars

the computerized beer tasting

 

the aberrant centerpiece

tipped over before ten p.m.

 

the disposable greenery

the perfectly arranged marriage

[RK, 10/28/2020]

 

 

Appendix (after Interior Design)

Ferris wheel and bumper cars

abandoned in Pripyat

 

they designed a city

of post-Communist beauty

 

parks, schools, swimming pool

grocery stores and sports facilities

 

now a ruptured appendix

attached to Chernobyl

[RK, 10/28/2020]

 

 

Where You Go (after To the Nth Degree)

take that with you

you can’t take that with you

 

where you go is alone

far-fetched, fabulous

 

failing that, you take that

on your daily travels

 

eyes closed, hand on the

wheel, tiller, relationship

 

wind from seasonal corners

anticipated, you acquiesce

 

to what you could take with you

take that with you

[RK, 10/28/2020]

The Levitator at the Cocktail Party

She chooses 

the stemmed tulip

because she likes

a thing to rise 

above its base.


[LSS, 10/28/20]


10/26/2020

Nesting Instinct

I had to buy

that basket

to carry 

that basket

home.


To the Nth Degree


Every hour is a new 

home, another chance 

to build the perfect fire

before burning down 

the house.


Hybrid Construction


Fueled by 

anxiety and panic, 

this engine  

always runs.


[LSS, 10/25/20]


10/25/2020

Not Always in Alphabetical Order


Robert Frost got lost 

in his dictionary 

in the vicinity 

of the word potato.


I read about it 

in his notebook 

many years ago.  


Today I found him 

in my cookbook, 

halfway between

the Portuguese milk tart 

and the plum pudding.


[LSS, 10/25/20]


Some Questions About the Potato


Did Frost’s potato 

stay underground?

Or did it find its way

to the dinner table?


[LSS, 10/25/20]


Interior Design


The house is too big 

to comfortably hold 

the people living in it.


They buy some books, 

some tools, some wood.  

They make some things. 

It takes a lot time.


Then they buy some 

things already made.  

This is quick and easy, 

expensive, but gratifying.  


One day the house is close 

to being full.


Another day, the people 

walk in on their things 

rummaging through the drawers, 

stealing pens, adding unnecessary 

things to the shopping list.


[LSS, 10/25/20]

10/24/2020

Cardinal Directions

Far below me, the valley, 

a sage desert, and the pipeline 

spiriting away what little rain 

falls here straight south to L.A. 

Further east, Death Valley.

To the north, wildfires 

staining the sky, orange light 

and delicate ash. To the west,

the backcountry through 

which I came.


Here, on the summit,

overlooking all of this, 

someone has thought 

to build a hut, a refuge 

from the wilderness, built 

from stone and wood, built 

from the wilderness itself.


The registry at the door, 

the prayer flags, the graffiti

on the walls, however, 

have turned the wilderness 

into something more

domestic, more like 

a shrine, too much like 

an urban temple.


Leeward of the hut,

a tattered sparrow

begging for crumbs,

perfectly at home 

here in this wilderness,

perches on my knee.


[LSS, 10/24/20]

Palimpsest (after Trapeze)

1. What I Do

boxes labeled 1983, or tax returns, or can’t throw away

faded student watercolor sketchbooks

two-decade-old hard drive documents

business cards of people I will never call

address books with every address

crossed out

 

2. What I Want

#2 pencils, random pens, scratch paper

nuggets stitched into archaic scrolls

asemic notations treated with

pumice, bleach, eraser, opaque markers

a knock-off harlequin roll-top desk

with diamond-shaped pigeonholes

 

3. What I Am

inexorable bookworms and book scorpions

white ants, fungus, dander, dust

disappointment, sadness

lost pages

errata

[RK, 10/24/2020]

 

Hansel and Gretel (after The Witch in the Woods)

Pavlov bakes banana bread

from his grandmother’s recipe

he’s tethered to a stained

three by five note card

die Kinder aus der Nachbarschaft salivate

ring the doorbell and run away

 

first time it’s irritating

second time exasperating

third time the baking dish is oiled

fourth time the oven is preheated

 

the ringing stops

someone in this story fulfills a prediction

someone in this story fills a void

someone in this story finds happiness

[RK, 10/24/2020]

 

Prairie Dust Bowl (after Book of Days)

“for now we see through a glass darkly”

—1 Corinthians 13

 

loess layered over glacial deposits

layered over bedrock

plowed prairie grass fashioned into

origami cranes flying away

to the Great Lakes, Mississippi River

Gulf of Mexico, Mar de Cortés

 

this is exposure, lack of composure

overexposure in the darkroom

corn ethanol feeds hungry cars

slaughterhouse pigs and cows

feed hungry people watching

TV reality shows

 

original bison almost extinct

since the 19th century

forgotten vows almost extinct

since the 20th century cure-all ceremony

where “I do” and uncooked rice

were the currency of the day

[RK, 10/24/2020]

 

Traditional Wind-Up Alarm Clock (after Vaccination Blues)

that radium-dial little fucker

ticks like an analog time bomb

elegant, seductive, secretive

 

you search mattresses, pillowcases,

wardrobes, drawers, dreams

clutch the board game dice

 

you pocketed as a little girl

throw snake-eyes, boxcars

everything but lucky seven

[RK, 10/24/2020]


RSVP (after Diagonal Line)

pre-Columbian petroglyphs follow

natural living rock contours

 

desert varnish idly chipped away

to reveal red stone and intentions

 

Kokopelli and Kokopelmimi

hold out pre-stamped invitations

 

if unable to attend you must still

répondez s’il vous plait

[RK, 10/24/2020]

 

Agony Auntie Offers Relationship Advice (after Test Results)

dear agony auntie

things have come to a pretty pass

hoping for something better

I’ve fallen into a morass

so I’m writing you this letter

 

capitulation entered my bloodstream

as it threatened to do

while I tried to live out my dream

with you-know-who

signed

oh negative

 

dear oh negative

be positive

[RK, 10/24/2020]

Soliloquy (after The Language of Trees)

an ensemble of distrust

grows from autistic tree shadows

limb arms, twig digits, trunk torsos, root feet

pruning that stimulates

masochistic sap tendencies

burls that yearn for the saw

imagining themselves as varnished wall clocks

 

leaf conversations stop when I walk into the forest

a signal apparent to the woodcutter

birds refrain from perching

bark beetles set clocks for siestas

gray-green lichens change color like

faded clothesline laundry

traffic lights

octopuses

 

I tacitly avoid bad luck associated

with slash pine shadows

step around or over

overlapped sawgrass fingers

and palmetto toes

[RK, 10/24/2020]


Control

a flock of fall plumage palm warblers

execute morning chores, confront

mockingbirds and titmice

glean moths from

Bermuda grass and sandspurs

call a meeting to order

which no one attends

[RK, 10/24/2020]

 

Easy (after A Small Diversion)

I fell in love with my digital alarm clock

nobody else is so consistent

or easily manipulated

[RK, 10/24/2020]

 

Vampire (after Kitchen Constellations)

how much loss of blood

is too much

 

at dusk you count neighborhood bats

stop counting at sixty-something

same number of cherished sunsets

you lean against granite countertops

peel potatoes, shred Parmigiano-Reggiano

jab a testing fork into a squash

you like the jabbing part

 

how much loss

is too much

[RK, 10/24/2020]

 

Pandemic Precautions

like me, you become more of what you are

that can be somewhat disgusting

these shattered preconceived social mores

these blasted inconvenient premonitions

these quarantine improbabilities

my embarrassing pontifical wordiness

 

Shakespeare was correct

the fault does lie in ourselves

his clever aphorisms entered the canon

there they are, superglued to our shared expectations

 

we need a cleansing relationship ritual

a penitential flame

deodorant crystals

weed killer

emetics

sage

anything, really

[RK, 10/24/2020]

 

This is Not a Chair (after Some Questions About the Empty Chair)

she just woke up, or

she took a cigarette break, or

she wants to wear the apron

clutch the palette, wield pencil swords

adjust the drapery, control the light

 

she remembers art classes

she rents a studio, buys a padlock

she tells friends wait and see

 

she wants

sable brushes, cadmium red

solvents, signatures

an all-purpose French bon mot

blurred comfort zone borders

knowledge, acknowledgement

[RK, 10/24/2020]


Oh Wait

intermittent dreams, memories, future plans

for fuck’s sake how to make it stop

how much tossing, turning, and tripping

before it all clicks into place

and the tumble of piled up tears

fears, years, peers, wear-

y same-old-same-old

makes sense

 

oh wait

clicking into place is just another

future plan

[RK, 10/24/2020]

10/22/2020

Stage Play


Imagine a backdrop 

hastily painted on cheap canvas:  


nettles, foxglove, monkshood,

and other beautiful things

that sting and poison

clamber up the cloth.


Imagine tonight when

you cut a piece of the fabric 


and sew in into a frock.

Would you then have 

something safe to wear 

next time you leave the house?

 

[LSS, 10/22/20] 

10/21/2020

Asemia Hour (after Arsenic Hour)

“Can you identify these rectangles?”

“Square, parallelogram, rhombus.”

“Can you identify these triangles?”

“Right, isosceles, equilateral, scalene, oblique, acute, obtuse.”

“And these?”

“Pentagon, hexagon, heptagon, octagon.”

“Please define: convex, concave, self-intersecting, regular, tangential, vertex-transitive, cyclic, equiangular.”

            (“. . . .”)

“Please draw a truncated icosahedron.”

“Please shape an icosidodecahedron with this lump of clay.”

            (“. . . .”)

“Please define spatial relationships.”

“Please delineate a relationship.”

“Please draw a plane.”

“Please illustrate lines.”

“Please seek and find the point.”

            (“. . . .”)

[RK, 10/21/2020]

 

 

Aphasia Hour (after Arsenic Hour)

did you wear a mask (yes)

did everyone else wear masks (no)

did you hug anyone (yes)

was that correct (I don’t know)

did you change clothing (yes)

did you wash your hair (no)

did you disinfect the car (yes)

did you observe social distancing (yes and no)

will you wear a mask on the airplane (yes)

will you quarantine after your trip (I don’t know)

 

will you quarantine (I don’t think I need to)

will you quarantine (what do you think)

will you quarantine (it depends)

will you quarantine (maybe)

will you quarantine (everyone has to decide for themselves)

will you quarantine (I don’t know)

will you quarantine (I don’t know)

will you quarantine (I don’t know)

[RK, 10/21/2020]


Certain Kinds of Light (after Research Says)

complex sunshine yellows on a wooden fence which no longer exists

deciduous autumn leaves defining dry desert arroyos

skies tinted gray-blue from distant forest fires

black and white photographs in the developer

 

pardon me for sharing four bad jokes

of the apocalypse

 

everything actually

depends on the brown of

a spun color wheel

 

this is not about light

this is residual R-complex hominid desire

for objects absorbing and reflecting light

[RK, 10/21/2020]


Hair of the Dog


Drawing the ensō,

entering the void,

an imperfect 

closure.


The daily practice,

letting panic and peace

rise and meet 

in the broken 

window.


[LSS, 10/21/20]


Research Says


If we wish to live long lives, researchers say, we must avoid dull rooms and favor certain kinds of light. 


We must, for instance, buy blue bulbs for morning, if we can't afford the sun, then switch to red and green waves after work; we must lay in a fresh supply of firewood and candles for a flickering kind of light before and after dinner; we must make our bedrooms cold and black and fall asleep alone, ideally wearing masks. 


Do researchers really think our deaths can be so easily confused?  I'm sure mine will simply be amused.


[LSS, 10/21/20] 

10/20/2020

Wardrobe Advice


Don’t complain 

about the autumn weather 

while you’re wearing 

summer clothes.


[LSS, 10/20/20]


Diagonal Lines: An Abecedarian of Ways


almanac, allegory, abecedarian (of course)

book of days, bible, box cars (on track or derailed)

correspondence, commonplace, conversation

diary, dialog, diatribe

ephemera, ephemeris, equation

folium, folio, forces centrifugal and/or centripetal

gifts, gaffes, giveaways

hieroglyphs, hyperboles, hellos

incantations, illustrations, imaginaria

journal, junk drawer, jabberwocky

keenings, kindling, kitsch

letters, leeches, lean-tos 

missives, missiles, mono no aware

notes, notations, negations

ohs, oohs, oomphs

psalms, poems, postcards

queries, questions, quasars

run ons, runoff, rhyme and/or reason (or neither)

syllabi, saijiki, somnambulations

transmissions, transmutations, transmogrifications

ties in a track, the train itself

umbrellas, umbrages, ululations

visions, visages, violations

word play, warp, weft

x rays, xenia, X (the unknown)

Y (also unknown), yearnings, yens

Z (a third unknown for the complex equation), zener cards, zeitgeists


[LSS, 10/20/20] 



10/19/2020

Thoughts During One Hour of Early Autumn Rain (Cutting in the Details)                                                                                         

the online weather report is vague                                                                             

surprise comes gently, malicious things left ungrounded                                         

electricity like an empty Halloween ghost costume                                                  

wondering about private thoughts untended                                                             

possibly malicious, probably innocuous                                                                                                                                                                                                                             

uncertainty weaves in and out of our curious unfinished weaving                                       

easy to imagine electricity hounding me, then touching gently                                            

saying: this also will become part of who you are

 

I’ve forgotten to burn notes for last month’s full moon

looking at them today shocks

who, I wonder, wrote these phrases?

by turns stupid, flashy, and forceful

lacking voltage, amperage, a conductor

 

this is how we outdo ourselves

this is how we learn to forget

[RK, 10/19/2020]

Midnight Snack I am stuffing my mouth with whole, rotting cantaloups, caravans of them, to avoid being the one who eats that precious...